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28-02-14
I went to school today to attend career seminar on impulse. Further study is my ideal plan, although it is not very relevant to me for now, but the information will be useful later on. However as I am not particular good at studying, sometimes...I wondering about my true motivation for further studies.
I chatted with a student who sat beside me, she is in her final year of double degrees, and busy with job application plans. She chose a course which she is good at instead of what she really likes, and want to work as fast as possible as continue study does is pointless to her. I kind of envy people who are good at other things other than what they like. Art and design industry is my greatest passion, and the only thing I have been pursuing, I feel fortunate able to do what I like, but on other hand it means there is no excuses for me. No matter hard it is, endurance and subsistence are the only way.
Shigeru Mizuki will always be my role model. Most importantly, I have faith.
P.S. I can't believe I met someone who LOVE Wuthering Heights, prefer the first season of Downtown Abbey and watch Miss Maple OVER and OVER again like me ! T-T
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melancholy
16-feb
Today is the last day working at Air show.
For unknown reason, I felt kind of sad when this work ended yesterday. I am always hoping this job to end fast, but why it seems that I am feeling disappointment instead?
Is it because I said "see u again" instead of a proper goodbye to them? I keep telling myself it is not like I have formed an attachment to anyone. No one would care or remember anyway.
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15-01-14
昨天晚上看了以小池真理子所写的《恋》而改编的电视剧。故事真是不太适合睡觉前看．．．世界上真的会有着样的人们吗？或许是因为他们软弱才觉得真实？躺在床上反反复复地想要祷告，可是又有些难以言表。
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喜欢一个人可是又不喜欢孤独。只可惜一个人很容易就会感到孤独。总是以为假期就能时常见到想见的人，一次，两次，三次，邀请的人多半是我。突然觉得我好像比别人空闲？20岁的我们渐渐各奔东西，各自忙碌着；这样的空闲让我觉得奢侈和愧疚。
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因为母亲的鼓励我才借了Mark Twain的传记。很少看传记,上个假期翻看了爷爷的藏书找到了本Jean Renoir所写的他父亲Pierre-Auguste Renior的传记。亲人所写传记或许少了第三者的客观，可是却多了些亲密和温馨。世界上如此多的人，但又有多少人的传记呢？通常都是名人吧...名人或伟人的传记才会被人记录和重视，安慰的是在上帝眼里所有人的轻重都是一样。
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心里有些隐隐约约的不安。唉 我真的尽力了，为什么会害怕呢。每当候被生活种种不安被折磨时总是想逃到一个没有感觉的地方。
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28.02
Today I was reading CM's short stories, and it was almost unbearable for me to continue reading, it was so haunting, but also enchanting me.
I found this relatively old book with black cover at my school library, I tend to prefer old books over the current generation. The older the wiser, perhaps that's what I felt with books too. And, even if I don't like the story, at least the smell of old book makes up for it. Which reminds me of a Korean movie I watched, the lead character whose apartment is full of shelfs with old books. (but she just like the smell of the books not for reading)
I was so envious of her, I often wished I could receive books from people every year.(of course interesting books)
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22.02.13
现在是夏天，我最不喜欢的季节，对我来说盛夏的蓝天与其沉闷温度是怪异的配对。看着蔚蓝广阔的天空然后被令人厌恶高温包围着。然后让我更加的急躁。
像这样无所事事时候，我决定 1. 看castle。 2. 收拾房间。
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19,02,13
最近刚看完了Shinya Shokudo, 迷上了做饭。。喜欢Shinya Shokudo的故事，主题曲与插曲也是一样的让人沉迷。。。就像那天的夕阳一样。
嘘のつき方
LOVE LOVE LOVE
这个狂风肆虐国度的主人
为何总是低垂着眉眼
一副欲言又止的表情
房间的角落恍惚闪着电视画面的光
“明天该是个阴天吧”
有谁在小声自语着
我们都会说谎 面不改色心不跳地说谎
但我们是否都能自如运用
用正确的说谎方式呢
黑暗的小巷里 白色的雪花飞舞着降落
精疲力竭的街道也
不可思议般的闪闪发光
口口声声说着不需粉饰的女子
也在今天涂上了口红
呼唤着亲爱的 亲爱的
我们都会说谎 面不改色心不跳地说谎
但我们是否都能自如运用
用正确的说谎方式呢
若能欢笑 若能欢笑
若我们能对彼此微笑
我会紧握你冰冷的手 悄悄地撒个谎
世事变迁 我们不得不
不受其迷惑 勇往直前
照进夜晚喧嚣的月光
温柔地包围这今夜的街道
比起郁郁寡欢的夕阳
更想看可信赖的朝阳
所以让我再梦一会儿
为了奔赴明天
若能欢笑 若能欢笑
若我们能对彼此微笑
我会紧握你冰冷的手 悄悄地撒个谎
虽然现在 我们每天都说谎
却有一件事我不会骗你
那就是 我爱你
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28-02-14
I went to school today to attend career seminar on impulse. Further study is my ideal plan, although it is not very relevant to me for now, but the information will be useful later on. However as I am not particular good at studying, sometimes...I wondering about my true motivation for further studies.
I chatted with a student who sat beside me, she is in her final year of double degrees, and busy with job application plans. She chose a course which she is good at instead of what she really likes, and want to work as fast as possible as continue study does is pointless to her. I kind of envy people who are good at other things other than what they like. Art and design industry is my greatest passion, and the only thing I have been pursuing, I feel fortunate able to do what I like, but on other hand it means there is no excuses for me. No matter hard it is, endurance and subsistence are the only way.
Shigeru Mizuki will always be my role model. Most importantly, I have faith.
P.S. I can't believe I met someone who LOVE Wuthering Heights, prefer the first season of Downtown Abbey and watch Miss Maple OVER and OVER again like me ! T-T
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melancholy
16-feb
Today is the last day working at Air show.
For unknown reason, I felt kind of sad when this work ended yesterday. I am always hoping this job to end fast, but why it seems that I am feeling disappointment instead?
Is it because I said "see u again" instead of a proper goodbye to them? I keep telling myself it is not like I have formed an attachment to anyone. No one would care or remember anyway.
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15-01-14
昨天晚上看了以小池真理子所写的《恋》而改编的电视剧。故事真是不太适合睡觉前看．．．世界上真的会有着样的人们吗？或许是因为他们软弱才觉得真实？躺在床上反反复复地想要祷告，可是又有些难以言表。
* * *
喜欢一个人可是又不喜欢孤独。只可惜一个人很容易就会感到孤独。总是以为假期就能时常见到想见的人，一次，两次，三次，邀请的人多半是我。突然觉得我好像比别人空闲？20岁的我们渐渐各奔东西，各自忙碌着；这样的空闲让我觉得奢侈和愧疚。
* * *
因为母亲的鼓励我才借了Mark Twain的传记。很少看传记,上个假期翻看了爷爷的藏书找到了本Jean Renoir所写的他父亲Pierre-Auguste Renior的传记。亲人所写传记或许少了第三者的客观，可是却多了些亲密和温馨。世界上如此多的人，但又有多少人的传记呢？通常都是名人吧...名人或伟人的传记才会被人记录和重视，安慰的是在上帝眼里所有人的轻重都是一样。
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－
心里有些隐隐约约的不安。唉 我真的尽力了，为什么会害怕呢。每当候被生活种种不安被折磨时总是想逃到一个没有感觉的地方。
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28.02
Today I was reading CM's short stories, and it was almost unbearable for me to continue reading, it was so haunting, but also enchanting me.
I found this relatively old book with black cover at my school library, I tend to prefer old books over the current generation. The older the wiser, perhaps that's what I felt with books too. And, even if I don't like the story, at least the smell of old book makes up for it. Which reminds me of a Korean movie I watched, the lead character whose apartment is full of shelfs with old books. (but she just like the smell of the books not for reading)
I was so envious of her, I often wished I could receive books from people every year.(of course interesting books)
|
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22.02.13
现在是夏天，我最不喜欢的季节，对我来说盛夏的蓝天与其沉闷温度是怪异的配对。看着蔚蓝广阔的天空然后被令人厌恶高温包围着。然后让我更加的急躁。
像这样无所事事时候，我决定 1. 看castle。 2. 收拾房间。
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19,02,13
最近刚看完了Shinya Shokudo, 迷上了做饭。。喜欢Shinya Shokudo的故事，主题曲与插曲也是一样的让人沉迷。。。就像那天的夕阳一样。
嘘のつき方
LOVE LOVE LOVE
这个狂风肆虐国度的主人
为何总是低垂着眉眼
一副欲言又止的表情
房间的角落恍惚闪着电视画面的光
“明天该是个阴天吧”
有谁在小声自语着
我们都会说谎 面不改色心不跳地说谎
但我们是否都能自如运用
用正确的说谎方式呢
黑暗的小巷里 白色的雪花飞舞着降落
精疲力竭的街道也
不可思议般的闪闪发光
口口声声说着不需粉饰的女子
也在今天涂上了口红
呼唤着亲爱的 亲爱的
我们都会说谎 面不改色心不跳地说谎
但我们是否都能自如运用
用正确的说谎方式呢
若能欢笑 若能欢笑
若我们能对彼此微笑
我会紧握你冰冷的手 悄悄地撒个谎
世事变迁 我们不得不
不受其迷惑 勇往直前
照进夜晚喧嚣的月光
温柔地包围这今夜的街道
比起郁郁寡欢的夕阳
更想看可信赖的朝阳
所以让我再梦一会儿
为了奔赴明天
若能欢笑 若能欢笑
若我们能对彼此微笑
我会紧握你冰冷的手 悄悄地撒个谎
虽然现在 我们每天都说谎
却有一件事我不会骗你
那就是 我爱你
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